i do not wanna see you

how on earth someone who you cares

make no effort to make you feel good

even putting you down 

oh,such annoyance

i hope you know

I am hurt

I was there when you were crying like a baby

i was the one who wipes your tears 

i was the one who tickles you until you laugh so hard

i am so frustrated that i am writing this down

i was standing up for you whenever throws bad rumours over you

i do not want you at all

you are the one who came along

you tell me jokes 

you tell me stories

you tell me you will be by my side

you make me up and you too make me down

till the day i have felt I am afraid to fall in love again

i have dreams I wanna pursue them

can you stop telling me what to do or not because you will never be there

i wanna stop being your friend 

stop being your best friend

because you hurt me

you never care

i will never leave anything behind even my footprints neither Googling about you

i will only listen to happy song,watching funny series

i will just do anything to make me happy without you

jodoh ke ni

Agak2 yang ni final x?
Huhu..
Kalau dia betul2 mau,biar dia datang kan!
Huhuhu..
Hanya Allah yang tahu...

I am getting _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!

10102010-Oct 2013= complete line
Nov 2013-March 2014=complete challenge.
April 2014-July 2014=making 5 figures,coaching people.
July 2014= preparing life before mariage until he ask for my hand.
January 2015-Dec 2015=buying a beemer and making babies.



May him be the one and only to be with me until Jannah.
It is not easy to let go but I cannot holding on for another year.
Our soul is belong to Allah and he can always change it.
I hope you will the one who can comfort me during my baddest day.
I hope you are the one who can speaks my mind.
I hope you are the one whom I can accept your good and bad.
I hope you are missed by me when we are apart.
I hope you are the one I can attend to wherever you need me to.
I hope I cannot resist your kisses and hugs ans cuddles.
I hope and hope until the day tear us apart,I wanna be someone you can guide to Jannah.
I LOVE YOU FUTURE HUSBAND.


Regards

ME

it is not that I ain't grateful.

Tgk inshirah,rasa nak ada baby.
Who is gonna be my husband?
I wish he is just like my bestie.
Ya Allah permudahkan dan percepatkanlah jodoh aku dan sahabatku.
Semoga dikurniakan kami jodoh yg baik baik.
Amin..

wonderful handsome you

Good evening.
Dear Mr Handsome.
Thank you for being here with me,to accompany me during my baddest day,however you deserves someone better,better than me.
I am such a heart breaker and trouble maker.
You would not wanna see what I did.
I wish that we could be friends forever.
You are wonderful but wonderful does not fit me.
I am a terrible girl.
Do not fall for me.
I know you are not here.

i wish you would read this,.

blur nya saya

Assalamualaikum,
If you ever read this.
Saya sedar saya orang yg sgt pentingkan diri.
Saya sedar saya orang yg tak tahu jaga hati awak.
Saya sedar saya banyak susahkan awak.
Saya cuba tolong awak tapi saya keliru.
Semua yg sy buat,semuanya x kena.
Saya diam saya salah.
Saya cakap saya salah.
Awak provoke saya saya tak tahan lalu saya buat bodoh.
Awak paksa saya buat lebih dr limit saya.
Saya nak tolong tapi awak harap saya suap awak.
Buat semua utk awak.
Saya nak awak belajar.
Awak lelaki.
Patutnya perlu lead saya.
Awak cakap kasar dengan saya.
Awak kutuk saya.
Awak cakap saya itu ini.
Saya tak tahan.
Saya tak nak benci orang.
Saya xnak buat awak rasa teruk dan sedih.
Tapi saya gagal.
Saya serba kekurangan.
Saya nak sayang awak tapi perasaan saya makin hilang.
Saya rasa sedih,keliru.
Saya hilang selera makan sbb x happy.
Saya nak mengadu tapi sy x nak org lain sedih sbb sy.
Saya nak happiness.
Saya tau awak baik malah sgt sgt baik.
Tapi...
Setiap kali sy jmpe awak,saya rasa sedih.
Saya nak cerita tapi awak x nak dgr.
Saya cakap je awak bidas.
Saya bawa diri dan biarkan awak buat apa yg awak nak tp nt sy teringat awak ok ke x tanpa sy.
Airmata sy pon makin kering sbb sy rs sy x dapat nak nanges.
Saya akan cuba bantu awak jugak selagi saya mampu.
Selagi sy mampu bertahan.
Sy harap awak dpt yg baik baik.
Sy harap awak berubah.
Tapi sy tau sy yg xberubah.
Macam awak sll cakap.
Saya senyum je sbb apa shj yg sy cakap awak xnak dgr dan tahu.
Kalaulah awak baca.

i can yes i can

Goalsetting saya sampai September 2014:
1)umrah with daddy
2)kereta belum identify model apa
3)saving kawen 10K
4)getting married. I think you are brilliant and I admire you tapi saya xnak bercinta dgn awak..huhu
5)generate personal sales 200,000 at least.
6)sucikan hati dgn sifat sifat mazmumah.
7)infak setiap bulan 500-1K.
8)move out to my own residence.
9)travelling to europe.

Mengharap kasih dr Allah adalah yg sebaik baiknya.
Ya Allah aku kuatkan hati utk tdk menangis kerana mereka yg menyakitiku.
Aku pohon kau tumpahkanlah kasihku pada yg layak.
Aku akan tetap sabar dan tabah in shaa Allah.
Aku pohon jua jgn bawa pergi sahabatku.
Bahagiakan dia ya Allah.
Tolong ya Allah.